~inilah kehidupan~

salam

kadang2 ada diantara kita suke sgt jaga hati dan perasaan org tanpa menyedari hati sendiri terluka,terseksa... aku pun tidak terkecuali...aku pun manusia biasa..utk mengembirakan orang lain..sampai hati sendiri terluka... erm... ya... org selalu tgk aku senyum ,ketawa n selalu buat jenaka tapi tanpa mereka sedari... aku menangis dihati... tak perlu nangis di depan mereka...aku xmahu mereka risau ,gusar tentang aku... aku mahu mereka melihat aku gembira... mereka sangka aku seorg yang tabah ,cekal dan mampu tersenyum tatkala badai menyapa.. sebenarnya mereka lihat yg zahir .... aku tak kisah semua itu... yg penting mereka gembira dan secara tidak langsung nya aku turut gembira...

adakala org kata aku "bagusnya" atau "baiknya"....tapi aku pun manusia biasa..aku pun tidak pernah lari dari buat kesilapan... kerana aku manusia biasa....

~im still a goody goody~ (har3..sure izzy jeles)

Tag 10 people after you're done!
(give a point for each yes)(jawab dalam ati)
I have. . .

1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
5. kissed someone of the same sex.
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn.
9. bought porn.
10. tried drugs.
#MY TOTAL: 1

1. taken painkillers.
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. felt hurt.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die.
#MY TOTAL: 5

1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
5. received a ticket.
6. been to rehab
7. dyed your hair.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar
#MY TOTAL: 2

1. been to a wild party.
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything
6. wore black nail polish
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.
#MY TOTAL: 1

1. dressed gothic
2. dressed girly.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole something.
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbor.
#MY TOTAL: 1

1. had a crush on a friend.
2. been to a concert.
3. dry-humped someone.
4. been called a slut.
5. called someone a slut.
6. installed speakers in your car.
7. broken a mirror.
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.
#MY TOTAL: 3

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.
#MY TOTAL: 3

1. owned/rented an apartment/house.
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harassed.
10.been verbally harassed.
#MY TOTAL: 1

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence.
7. drink and drive.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.
#MY TOTAL: 3

RESULT : 19

If You Have Less Than 10.. write [im a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [im still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [im average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [im a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [im a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [im a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [i should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [i should be dead]


so untuk penuhi balek kemahuan tag ini..
saya selaku orang yg di ‘tag’..
kini men’tag’ 10 orang:

nisa
fiza
ekyn
tazz
mahzan
benjo
miza
kechik
pojie
izham

the show -by lenka

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

Slow it down, make it stop

Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause its to much, yeah its a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool, out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky
Just like a giant spot light
The people follow the signs
And synchronize in time

It's a joke, nobody knows
they've got a ticket to the
show.

pengajaran hari ini...

salam...

ari ni mcm2 brlaku... aku terlanggar kete org..huhu.. ni 1st time aku langgar kete org... huhu.. masa aku nk kuar dr parking aku..aku terlanggar kete savvy ni... dia park kt line putih kira ganggu jln ar.. aku ni pun satu..nerd sgt.. gi cari tuan punya kete... takut nyer pasal..huhu.. pelbagai perbincangan telah dilakukan... akhirnya.. dpt gak settle..huhu.. adakala sampai satu tahap tue aku mmg nk wat report polis jer...akhirnya kami dpt settle kn secara baik..alhamdulillah...

kadang2 segala kesusahan ade hikmahnye... skrg aku dh dpt satu pengajaran kt situ...berkaitan dgn family n sahabat... ade yg buruk n ade yg baik... kadang sedih pun ade.. tp nk wat camne ragam orang...senang disisi tp susah entah ke mana.. family penting... mereka slalu ade brsama... x kisah ape2 keadaan skali pun...